God is the one who knows my pain,
Released me from the agony’s chain.
Renewed my heart that once was broken,
And love me no matter what happen.
His love is unwavering
His mercy never fails
Without Him I am nothing
Without Him my ship wouldn’t sail.
My heart is longing to see His face,
And to thank him with all His grace.
Bless me, oh God, and forgive all of my sins.
I love you Lord, please make me wise and keen.
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If I can stop one heart from breaking,
I shall not live in vain;
If I can ease one life the aching,
Or cool one pain,
Or help one fainting robin
Unto his nest again,
I shall not live in vain.
I cannot really hate you.. I really can’t.
I thought my heart’s completely broken, but it’s just bent.
My love for you conquered every hate,
Even though you’re long gone now and I am too late.
As feelings of love coming back to my heart,
The love that keeps me together and somehow made me fall apart.
I was lost of finding and chasing after my dreams.
Never thought that it was like chasing after the winds.
I forgot about you tailing behind.
Lost myself in the process of becoming what I can’t find.
I care more about myself, ignoring what you feel.
I thought you’ll be always there, standing still.
I remembered all this things I’m longing are nothing,
Because I realized if I had you, I have everything.
I came back and stop pursuing,
And that time I’m losing you and your love is fading.
I was hurt so bad, I started to hate you,
Accused you things for leaving me blue.
But as soon as I realized that its all my doing,
When your love faded, I didn’t do anything.
I wrote this poem as a way of saying sorry;
I’ll be always praying to God to keep you happy.
But I was thinking if there’s still a chance,
If ever I could steal your heart again, in just one glance.
You painted rainbow across my vast sky.
Together we build a castle that no bird can fly.
We cuddled up each other forgetting our blues,
Eyes lock forever, words are no use.
But the castle we built, the foundation is sand.
The great sadness comes, you barely hold my hand.
The orange-yellow sky now I don’t understand
If it is a sunrise or sunset, down in my misery lands.
Now my heart is turning gray
All the colors you’ve painted are fading away
The blue clouds way back on that happy day
Were merely a dream, a love that is almost at bay.
I will now face my reality and leave my fantasy behind
I will now tear apart what has been long bind
I will bear reality’s black and white
A sad hue that torrent my heart’s sight.
Remember the first time you said you love me?
Remember the first time you hold my hand?
It’s been a while we shared those memories,
But now in your life I don’t know where to stand..
I am sadden by the coldness of your actions
As if it was telling me, I’m not important anymore.
The spark that shine in your eyes are not there,
There’s no more love but an ordinary stare.
Losing… The word echoing in my head
Why not? If I’m the only one who’s fighting not to end,
The love we’ve created together
Now a mere memory, you feel no longer..
However, there’s nothing I can do
But to offer you to God who’s love is true.
Hope He could let you see what I’ve been through
When you will no longer say “Iloveyoutoo”.
You made my heart cold and numb,
Like a chilly winter season.
And like a water deep frozen,
Shattered to pieces, terribly broken.
You are like the humid wind in my summer breeze.
You brightened my day with a lemon squeeze.
And with a lemon squeeze, you rub it on my wounds.
I thought I was gonna die, but I merely swooned.
I still remember that autumn day,
When all the scenario, instead of brown, it’s turning gray.
It’s just too slow for the spring’s arrival.
And I dreaded and longed for the day of my revival.
I cannot determine what I feel inside
I tried not to show but its so hard on my side
The sun sets, even though it hasn’t rose
Now my story, sad to admit I cannot boast
Contentment couldn’t satisfy me
No one else could ever erase my hurt and anxiety
It really hurts me I couldn’t stop the pain
My heart is like a broken glass, stained
Can somebody stop me from hurting?
And help me forget the pain and every moment dying..
I need someone who can end my reminiscing
And could delete your face in all of my restless wondering..
Who could move my soul from its stiffness
And be an inspiration and epitome of my happiness
Who could make the world sensical
Who could make the thunderstorm sounds musical
Who could never end my love without a start
And can fill the hole in my heart
Even if I stumble and fall
He would be my strong fortress or my mighty wall
Never let me down or make me sad
He would clear my frown and wont make me mad..
Who could understand the weaknesses I had..
And forever and always makes me feel glad….
I can recall the moment you came into my life
At the very start, you are a brother helping me with all my strife
But as the days went by, I just can’t recall
How this love grew and to you I started to fall…
I never expected that you will feel the same.
But you showed me your love without hesitation or shame
You told me that you are willing to wait…
Because you said you don’t want a never so it’s better to be late.
You made me happy with the simple things that you do…
Even though we don’t have the commitment but our love is true.
Hope you will never change and be with me,
Through thick and thin and life’s eternity.
Finally, my love had made sense
And I will love you no matter what happens
You gave me your heart and I gave mine to you…
Praying this would last forever and won’t make us blue.
The time is near, I am so nervous
I can’t help this feeling that made me so hilarious..
My heartbeat is continuous
I don’t know how to stop it and it’s getting serious..
Here it comes the bus has stopped
And all I know my heart suddenly drop
I have to faint or I have to cough
But I straighten myself just to look tough.
As I am drawing nearer and nearer into your school
I’m not in myself, I’m acting like a fool.
And there it was, it’s soaring now..
What will I gonna do if I saw you somehow..
I have calmed myself and waited patiently
My mind had said I should act normally
But heart contradicts terribly
So then and there, I act so anxiously
Our paths cross, but I walked away
I am taken aback and shyness has sway
Important words I have to relay
But it’s all unsaid because I acted delay
All I did was stare and I’m so sorry
I didn’t mean to be rude, please don’t be angry
My eyes are full of love didn’t you see?
But sad to say, courage had left me
Please understand that I’m not to be blamed
Because I didn’t mean it, I swear by love’s name
I’ll sum up next time my courage and not be ashamed
The words unsaid now, sooner or later I’ll proclaim
Love-in-Idleness 