Feeling Unloved? Remember God loves you to the nth power.

http://41.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mbf4prAG5y1qdaq7jo1_500.jpgYou would wonder why nth power? You would always hear it in mathematics or related to that subject. It means an unspecified ordinal number, usually the greatest in a series of values or simply put to the utmost or extreme.
Isn’t amazing? Your Father in heaven loves you very much and He even commanded His angels concerning you to guide you in all your ways, they will lift you up in their hands, so that you will not strike your foot against a stone (Psalms 91:11-12). Get that? That’s how much God loves you that He’s not going to hurt you even a bit.
So when you feel being so unloved keep this in mind, God loves you with an everlasting love. If you feel that the world is against you, run to Him and cry out when things are not going easy, but always believe that He will always there for you.
Never lose faith and hope that everything will come to pass. Celebrate in His love for He alone can satisfy the needs of your heart. Take heart for all the troubles, it is there to strengthen you.
But I’m warning you, the enemy will try to make you remember of the things that hurt you, sadness will snatch you from God’s power. Tears will blur the sight of joy and harsh words will deafen you from the promising words of God. Lies will mute you from speaking the truth. Hurt will cause you to become idle and will dishonor God.
However, all you need to do is set aside the hurt of being unloved. Forgive the ones who hurt you, but never forget the lesson they teach you. Love until it hurts no more. The kind of love Jesus taught us to give.
And last but not the least, whenever you feel unloved, rejected and ignored. Remember to whom you are belong and you are love to the nth power!


Bitter Wishes


I wish I don’t have a heart, it aches too much.
I wish I don’t have hair that I can brush.
I wish I don’t have a mind that can think twice.
I wish I don’t have a voice that can sing with precise.

I wish I don’t have the eyes that can see my own misery.
I wish I don’t have the ears that can hear my agony.
I wish I don’t have the nose that can smell my defeat.
I wish I don’t have the hands that can touch what I forfeit.

I wish I don’t have bones that can stand the pain.
I wish I don’t have a flesh to feel the weakness I gain.
I wish I don’t have the feet to lead me to my destruction.
I wish I don’t have the leadership to ease my obligation.

I wish I don’t have the tears that flows like a river.
I wish I don’t have the smile that can be a deceiver.
It breaks my heart to wish all this…
But if this results to my bliss,
Then I’ll continue to say I wish… I wish.

New Found Hope


No purpose to live
That’s what I thought of my life.

Loving alone
Forever alone…

Efforts were blown
Mistakes are known
Lost purpose to live
No joy to give

But everything change
I am changing
I thought of these troubles
Like a game so challenging

Almost a year of being
A daughter of a great King
Who gave me salvation And everlasting peace
Renewed my life again and gave me bliss

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Please tell me how to move on….


Days turned into months…. Now months turned into a year.

A year spent grieving to someone I love and lost. The one I care about but not given a chance to make him see what he really meant to me. I don’t want to let him go, but he’s already gone.

I’m trying to move on, get back in track and resume my life the way it used to be before I met him. The sparkle in my eyes are now being replaced by a sad lonely gaze.

Everyone is saying I should move on and forget. But all I did is forgive him for what he have done and continue to love him despite of those things.

I know I don’t have that cute smile, silky long hair and fair complexion like the girl he now love. But one thing he did miss, I never looked on appearance or even the personality. As long as I love you these things are not important. Even though he changed so much for a year and a half we are together, I accepted those changes and love him even more.

I know he didn’t realize I am a keeper. I believe I am. But I know that if letting him go will make him happy, I will choose to be alone and hurting than seeing him like that with me. Now my biggest problem is I am trying to forget but couldn’t.

Girls would know…


Every month I pay you a visit,
Once or twice to measure your limit.
How long can your sanity bear?
Try to stop me and beg but I wish not to care.

I will torture you until you cry in pain.
You will wish you were born different, wishing will not make you gain,
To make me stop and go away,
I will be with you until your labor day.

Writhe or suffer, I wish you do both
Until you are angered and filled with your very loathe
The one you love will misunderstand you
Mood swings will make you blue.

I am sorry dear, I will be your constant companion.
Despise me? I don’t need your opinion.
My name starts with D and ends with A,
If you’re a girl you know my visiting day.