Feeling Unloved? Remember God loves you to the nth power.

http://41.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mbf4prAG5y1qdaq7jo1_500.jpgYou would wonder why nth power? You would always hear it in mathematics or related to that subject. It means an unspecified ordinal number, usually the greatest in a series of values or simply put to the utmost or extreme.
Isn’t amazing? Your Father in heaven loves you very much and He even commanded His angels concerning you to guide you in all your ways, they will lift you up in their hands, so that you will not strike your foot against a stone (Psalms 91:11-12). Get that? That’s how much God loves you that He’s not going to hurt you even a bit.
So when you feel being so unloved keep this in mind, God loves you with an everlasting love. If you feel that the world is against you, run to Him and cry out when things are not going easy, but always believe that He will always there for you.
Never lose faith and hope that everything will come to pass. Celebrate in His love for He alone can satisfy the needs of your heart. Take heart for all the troubles, it is there to strengthen you.
But I’m warning you, the enemy will try to make you remember of the things that hurt you, sadness will snatch you from God’s power. Tears will blur the sight of joy and harsh words will deafen you from the promising words of God. Lies will mute you from speaking the truth. Hurt will cause you to become idle and will dishonor God.
However, all you need to do is set aside the hurt of being unloved. Forgive the ones who hurt you, but never forget the lesson they teach you. Love until it hurts no more. The kind of love Jesus taught us to give.
And last but not the least, whenever you feel unloved, rejected and ignored. Remember to whom you are belong and you are love to the nth power!


Unwavering Love


God is the one who knows my pain,
Released me from the agony’s chain.
Renewed my heart that once was broken,
And love me no matter what happen.

His love is unwavering
His mercy never fails
Without Him I am nothing
Without Him my ship wouldn’t sail.

My heart is longing to see His face,
And to thank him with all His grace.
Bless me, oh God, and forgive all of my sins.
I love you Lord, please make me wise and keen.

Living So Empty


I walk in the streets half-hearted and unknown
With possibilities lingering in my head are shown
Wanted to be free from this formidable clone
The happiness that everyone seek are gone and blown

I wander from place to place to find my serenity
Chasing dreams one after the other to reach integrity
Knowing that all this things are finite and temporary
Can’t stop the desire and discontent of my humanity

Grief-stricken, I lost the battle of satisfaction
I want more, more of this world’s illusion
No… I can’t stop my own hallucination
Because freedom itself is a self denial prison

Change the world, making it bright.
Eliminating those pain and sore in my sight.
Never ending chase of what I thought is right
I  never realize that dwelling in darkness, I loose sight of the light

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New Found Hope


No purpose to live
That’s what I thought of my life.

Loving alone
Forever alone…

Efforts were blown
Mistakes are known
Lost purpose to live
No joy to give

But everything change
I am changing
I thought of these troubles
Like a game so challenging

Almost a year of being
A daughter of a great King
Who gave me salvation And everlasting peace
Renewed my life again and gave me bliss

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Took You For Granted


I cannot really hate you.. I really can’t.
I thought my heart’s completely broken, but it’s just bent.
My love for you conquered every hate,
Even though you’re long gone now and I am too late.

As feelings of love coming back to my heart,
The love that keeps me together and somehow made me fall apart.
I was lost of finding and chasing after my dreams.
Never thought that it was like chasing after the winds.

I forgot about you tailing behind.
Lost myself in the process of becoming what I can’t find.
I care more about myself, ignoring what you feel.
I thought you’ll be always there, standing still.

I remembered all this things I’m longing are nothing,
Because I realized if I had you, I have everything.
I came back and stop pursuing,
And that time I’m losing you and your love is fading.

I was hurt so bad, I started to hate you,
Accused you things for leaving me blue.
But as soon as I realized that its all my doing,
When your love faded, I didn’t do anything.

I wrote this poem as a way of saying sorry;
I’ll be always praying to God to keep you happy.
But I was thinking if there’s still a chance,
If ever I could steal your heart again, in just one glance.

Love like Season


You made my heart cold and numb,
Like a chilly winter season.
And like a water deep frozen,
Shattered to pieces, terribly broken.

You are like the humid wind in my summer breeze.
You brightened my day with a lemon squeeze.
And with a lemon squeeze, you rub it on my wounds.
I thought I was gonna die, but I merely swooned.

I still remember that autumn day,
When all the scenario, instead of brown, it’s turning gray.
It’s just too slow for the spring’s arrival.
And I dreaded and longed for the day of my revival.

Spring Time


I cannot determine what I feel inside
I tried not to show but its so hard on my side
The sun sets, even though it hasn’t rose
Now my story, sad to admit I cannot boast

Contentment couldn’t satisfy me
No one else could ever erase my hurt and anxiety
It really hurts me I couldn’t stop the pain
My heart is like a broken glass, stained

Can somebody stop me from hurting?
And help me forget the pain and every moment dying..
I need someone who can end my reminiscing
And could delete your face in all of my restless wondering..

Who could move my soul from its stiffness
And be an inspiration and epitome of my happiness
Who could make the world sensical
Who could make the thunderstorm sounds musical

Who could never end my love without a start
And can fill the hole in my heart
Even if I stumble and fall
He would be my strong fortress or my mighty wall

Never let me down or make me sad
He would clear my frown and wont make me mad..
Who could understand the weaknesses I had..
And forever and always makes me feel glad….