A Sad Billet Doux

I cried bitter tears as I am lying in my bedhttps://www.pinterest.com/pin/218776494371525287/
Tears cause by bitterness I painfully shed
And now my heart is sinking low
Longing for the love I’ve known a long time ago

Memories keep flashing, flooding my head
A tingling pain that slowly made my body dead
Shot of joy of yesterday’s moment
I want to experience it again with happiness and excitement

Sparkling eyes with fireworks at the scene
Hands entwine held by a love so saccharine
A billet doux with a scent of hope
Slide in my soul like an everlasting slope

Sepia colored moments are hard to hold
The love I’ve known long time ago is now cold
The warmth and tenderness of his heart I miss
But sad to say, I’ll end this poem without his bliss.

Took You For Granted

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I cannot really hate you.. I really can’t.
I thought my heart’s completely broken, but it’s just bent.
My love for you conquered every hate,
Even though you’re long gone now and I am too late.

As feelings of love coming back to my heart,
The love that keeps me together and somehow made me fall apart.
I was lost of finding and chasing after my dreams.
Never thought that it was like chasing after the winds.

I forgot about you tailing behind.
Lost myself in the process of becoming what I can’t find.
I care more about myself, ignoring what you feel.
I thought you’ll be always there, standing still.

I remembered all this things I’m longing are nothing,
Because I realized if I had you, I have everything.
I came back and stop pursuing,
And that time I’m losing you and your love is fading.

I was hurt so bad, I started to hate you,
Accused you things for leaving me blue.
But as soon as I realized that its all my doing,
When your love faded, I didn’t do anything.

I wrote this poem as a way of saying sorry;
I’ll be always praying to God to keep you happy.
But I was thinking if there’s still a chance,
If ever I could steal your heart again, in just one glance.