Days turned into months…. Now months turned into a year.
A year spent grieving to someone I love and lost. The one I care about but not given a chance to make him see what he really meant to me. I don’t want to let him go, but he’s already gone.
I’m trying to move on, get back in track and resume my life the way it used to be before I met him. The sparkle in my eyes are now being replaced by a sad lonely gaze.
Everyone is saying I should move on and forget. But all I did is forgive him for what he have done and continue to love him despite of those things.
I know I don’t have that cute smile, silky long hair and fair complexion like the girl he now love. But one thing he did miss, I never looked on appearance or even the personality. As long as I love you these things are not important. Even though he changed so much for a year and a half we are together, I accepted those changes and love him even more.
I know he didn’t realize I am a keeper. I believe I am. But I know that if letting him go will make him happy, I will choose to be alone and hurting than seeing him like that with me. Now my biggest problem is I am trying to forget but couldn’t.