I cannot really hate you.. I really can’t.
I thought my heart’s completely broken, but it’s just bent.
My love for you conquered every hate,
Even though you’re long gone now and I am too late.
As feelings of love coming back to my heart,
The love that keeps me together and somehow made me fall apart.
I was lost of finding and chasing after my dreams.
Never thought that it was like chasing after the winds.
I forgot about you tailing behind.
Lost myself in the process of becoming what I can’t find.
I care more about myself, ignoring what you feel.
I thought you’ll be always there, standing still.
I remembered all this things I’m longing are nothing,
Because I realized if I had you, I have everything.
I came back and stop pursuing,
And that time I’m losing you and your love is fading.
I was hurt so bad, I started to hate you,
Accused you things for leaving me blue.
But as soon as I realized that its all my doing,
When your love faded, I didn’t do anything.
I wrote this poem as a way of saying sorry;
I’ll be always praying to God to keep you happy.
But I was thinking if there’s still a chance,
If ever I could steal your heart again, in just one glance.