I am hunted by the ghost of my past…
I tried to out run it, but still no use..
Nothing I can do to get rid of it..
And all I do is self-abuse..
As I slowly wading in the waters of my memories..
It hurts me to see that it all ends in tragedy.
Forever… the most abused word,
That turned my life up side down and so absurd.
Hope someday this ghost of mine will go away.
So I could rest and live my life in a peaceful way.
I’m having a hard time of letting it go..
But I’m a great pretender, so it never show..